The other side of you.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Life is just full of shit right now.
What more do i deserve?
Been falling and falling in that bottomless pit.
Do you still want to bring me down further?

What more of hope is there left
What more of love is there left
For i tell you right now
There is nothing to live for

Who am i to them?
Who am i to you?
Who am i?
For the freaking fact that i am no one.
No one i tell you.
For non feared, non cared, non appreciate.

I'll ask you one more time.
What more do i deserve?
Why?

- 'seharusnya hidupku bergini, kaulah yang terindah bagiku...'

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

A month it has been.
Wow. Plenty of things have happened.
Move on i guess.

I love my Family.
I love Ana.
& I love my friends too.
Missing some of them actually.

Havent been in the best of moods since the past 2 weeks.
& i wouldnt know why.
Stress certainly comes with it. Depressed? Not exactly.
Trying my best to live things up.
Pardon me for what im doing.

Photos & Music are what describes me most now.
Here are some of which had been happening during the past month.
Till then. =)

Monday, June 15, 2009

Whoa. It has been some time since i last updated.

Haha. Sorry bout that.

I have been busy. Really busy.

With school, work & other stuff.

Ok. So yesterday was the 14th of June 2009.

A year before that was 14th June 2008.

Yes. A year has passed that me & Ana have been together.

Our first Anniversary. =)

One year. It feels that it has been quite a long time.

But when u look back at it.

Its just a very short time.

A lot have we gone through.

Ana, I love u. Really.

We went to Escape Theme Park.

We were both very excited when we were about to reach there.

Until it started to drizzle. Then followed by heavy rain.

We were then like u know, -.-"

Haha. But we waited patiently. It was only for a short while that it rained.

By the way, we had lunch at Pastamania while it was raining.

After that headed to purchase the tickets.

But to our dismay, almost all of the exciting or 'Shiok' rides were closed.

Its either due to the weather or it was closed for maintainance.

So anyway, we just went on some of the rides over n over again.

I liked the Go Kart the best though. Haha.

Cause i conquered the course. I smoked the rest of the pack! wooots!

Haha. Honestly it was a very satisfying feeling.

After that we went on the Wet & Wild ride, which was some log ride thingy.

Ana wanted to go on it so much. Haha. So well yeah.

I got damn soaked lahh. Haha. While Ana got away with just a few splashes of water on her.

I was like WTH. Haha! It was fun i tell ya.

After getting all wet, we went into the haunted house.

I tell you, kekek sia!! Haha!

After that we went on some Train ride. You know those mini rollercoasters.

Yeah. It was ok2 though. Really fun. Haha.

Before heading home we went on the Viking Ship ride.

Fuck it was scary. Haha. Serious shit sia.

Overall, it was a fun time spent at Escape Theme Park.

Ana learnt how to race in a Go Kart.

She was awesome!

After all that fun, we chilled out.

Cool down for a while.

Then we took the bus to Bedok Corner

Actually it was called 'Bedok Food Center'

Had a srumptious dinner there.

Food was nice. =)

Had a very fun & loving day.

I enjoyed it very much.

Finally being able to spend a whole day with Ana.

Away from school n work.

I love you, Ana.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Watch me as im ingnored
Watch me as i stand there all alone
Watch me as i get fooled and being embarassed
Watch me..

Am in school now
And nothing couldnt suck even more
When you are stuck here, trying to do a 1000word essay
While all you do is playing Facebook games. -.-"

imissyou

Monday, June 1, 2009

Its been kinda long since i last updated huh.

Sorry guys. =( dont want this blog to die like the other.
Haha. Ive been sick lately. Still aint feeling any better.
Now comes the headaches. They just wont go away.
I tell u if they infect my brain. Im gonna be brain dead soon. o.O
And as for school, the work load isnt helping. At all. Haha.

Ok. Ive been addicted to facebook games lately.
First was Word Challenge. Then it was Rock Legends.
Then it was Hells Kitchen followed by Restaurant City.
And now its Guitar Geek. Can u believe it?
But still, Guitar Hero is the best! haha.
No one can beat my record just yet on the Knights of Cydonia(Medium)
I am so Enjoying this. wooots!

Today is all about My Luv. =)
You guys know what. I cant believed my Dearest Ana lied to me since like early in the morning.
I was being Punked n i did know. -.-"
She told me that she was Sick n Not Feeling Well.
And that she wouldnt be going to school today.
So i believed her. Ask her to rest and to see the Doctor.
I went to school alone thinking that she was at home.
I reached school didnt see her in class. I was in a different class actually.
SO everything was ok until she called me up asking me where i was.
And she told me that she was in school. -.-"
I was like WTH?!?!
I was like totally Punked man! Gosh. that sucks.

But I Love Her.
Urgghh!! ANA!!!
Ure so damn freaking bloody cute do u know that!
We went to CWP after school
Just cause She wanted to eat Burger King.
She was craving for this u know Spicy Crispy Chicken Burger.
Haha. And yet she says she wants to be a Vegan. But she Cant Live Without CHICKEN! HAHA!
Aint that cute or what? :p

After the meal.
We walked around CWP for awhile.
Then Ana suddenly needed to use the toilet VERY BADLY.
Haha. She got all sensitive. But i didnt bother. Instead i Teased her and Disturbed her.
It was a Stupid thing to do that. Urghgh.
She took of my cap. I was having a BAD HAIRDAY man. come on.
How worse can it get?
SHE RAN AWAY WITH MY CAP MAN!!! T.T
She ran all the way with my cap to the toilet.
And i was like in the middle of CWP doing this: =.="
Haha!

I was angry sia.
Tell me who wouldnt.
Haha. Later she talk to me like act cute like that.
Tapi padahal memang cute uh. Haha.
Urghh! I Love You LAHHHH!

Monday, May 25, 2009

PATIENCE

that's all that i need now
and in the coming days/weeks to come
cause work has been piling up
so much to concentrate on
essays coming in here and there
projects rushing like mad
writing reports
and some Resort World @ Sentosa, Kinetic Art Sculpture competition

that's plenty to think about u know
now that im down with flu n fever
my concentration level is low
cause it is damn irritating

i miss life
i miss Ana
i miss my Family
i miss Myself
why am i saying all this?

just a feeling

u know
i never thought i'd be the lonely one in school
well not always, but most of the time
and i wonder why?

I'm sick and tired